my band has three shows

december 19th @ The Montage Music Hall, eXtreme holiday festival battle of the bands
january 9th @ Waterstreet, Battle Of The Bands Finals
january 16th @ The German House, playing Makyo Star's cd release show

i seriously love my band, please listen [:

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so i am gonna update haha.

ive realized how emo i have been, dave you will agree. haha i suppose i dig deep into my emotions, atleast i used to. but now i just sorta wear my heart on my sleeve. oh welllll.

my band is doing very well ;D [link] (our new name is For The Night)
lemme know what you think!


i work like 45 hrs a week....haha good moneys


oh and i hang out with this AMAZING girl Emmy now

i am in such a great mood and have been for a while. i love the people in my life right now and i couldnt be happier!

the weirdest thing ever.

i was really really sick last night, like i have been for a few days, BAD sore throat and runny/stuffy nose along with a really bad cough and my ears have hurt.

i had the...happiest dream EVER in the longest time I could remember, my mom went to wake me up and i guess i was smiling hugging my pillow tossing and turning when I was dreaming **embarrassed** lmao

well I dont want to say anything in this journal about my dream, if you knew you'd understand.

but I woke up not feeling sick anymore O_O I didnt take any medicine yesterday.

The context of the dream was very very ironic, I am no longer sick, been healed!

I haven't felt so free.

Between 6 weeks to 1 year, I am going to leave for a long time. Thats right, Air Force.

I might just get a full time job right now, save money and work with my band, then go to basic training, come back and write our second cd. But this is all to be determined

I dont have money to go to MCC so I find that this is the best solution, but I am okay with it.<3

now all I have to do is keep living, waiting. That's all I'll ever do. Because all I want is you.

I keep playing FFVII lots XD It's on my psp so I can bring it everywhere!

I can't believe Micheal Jackson died O_O R.I.P King of Pop, you may have not been right in the head but the music was good, ever since Jackson 5.


Now I am going to go outside and lay in the rain. Such a reminiscence.